Wednesday, April 20, 2011
This will be a quick update and voicing of my frustrations. I don't feel like I have had a very good week so far. I went out a couple times and I have not exercised as much as I would like. I say this to own these choices. Work has been stressful and long hours and I have not had the mental will to devote energy to making progress. I think once winter releases her icy grip on Chicago I will get a push in the right direction and get outside a bit more, but I need to work on some better habits. In particular I need to work on lunch. I have been eating out far too much. Not bad stuff, but I could be doing better. The nature of my job is inconsistent lunch times and quick meals. It is the kind of thing that I can be a huge challenge. I need to work on mastering that. I suppose discussing the roadblocks helps me get a grasp on them, but I am so ready to move forward. I can feel it coming. If I cannot have an acting job I need something to keep my mind occupied outside of work. Mastering myself and putting in the work required to get where I want to go is a good task.